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hey hey..my blog already changed to http://pauline-gee.blogspot.com le o..don't come visit here anymore d..but link may change due to some personal reason,will tell you guys once i've decided to do so..=)!

Aih~

WOw..long time din update my blog here..know why?hehe..i've created a blog in other place..that's where I updated everytime..=P!!http://assassin-lene.blogspot.com,that's my blog..feel free to leave some comments there..!Kekekeke~ ah well..myabe i'll post here once in a blue moon?hahaha..><!Now,still very dissapointed for him..treating me so cold these days,as if I'm his enemy...what's wrong with him...hmph..don't want to sms him anymore till when my mood is really good then i may consider sms him...aih..don't know when calvin wanna play badminton ler...cuz yin going to korea..have to cancelled our activities...hmm...

Exam.

Exam going to be held soon,hafta study again...sigh*...hate study History subject...aih..

Tell me why..

Bad days...become more and more quiet than usual..friendship always bugs me in my mind..so tired of thinking it..some friends are getting away from me..just don't understand why..did i do something wrong??did i hurt their feelings??Who can actually tell me..i must confess that sometimes i do hurt people's feelings without knowing...sigh*..i'm not fierce to them..why..aih..nobody can understand me..even myself..-_-"!

Sigh*

Haiz..there's no happiness in here now..just loneliness and frustration accompanying me..huh..friend..what is she for..dumps me when she has new friends,ask me to be her listener when she needs one..angry at me for days if i disagree some minor things with her...keep finding excuses to be with her friends..force people to do this and that...can't she feel that she has hurt her friend's feelings?Why?Sigh*..if i can go back to the past,i wish i don't know her at all..Really see her own true self..just hope that she will learn how to understand her friends..sigh*

Friendship

@ Friendship @

Friendship is a bond that makes every
man a brother.
A never ending bond that binds us to
each other.
Friendsip is so firm,it will always
last.
Nothing can break a friendship,
because a friendship is so fast.

Friendship is so great,make everyone
your friend.
And you will find a peace of mind,
that will never never end.
Friendship is the love,that pours out
from your heart.
No one can break a friendship,
because it will never part.

If you should try and break a
friendship,then you will never win.
Because the Lord would make you
pay,as it would be a sin.
Friendship is made for you,so you a
friendship make.
Why not be the nicest friend,for
someone else to take.

The world is short of friendship,
people do not care.
Until they want a friend,and can't find
one anywhere.
People do need people,its an
open fact.
So come on "everybody" make your
friendship act.

Jeff Hobson.

Mengenang Nasib

Mengenang Nasib..

Pisau raut hilang di rimba,
   Pakaian anak raja di Juddah;
Karam di laut boleh ditimba,
   Karam di hati bilakah sudah.

Kusangka nanas di tengah padang,
   Kiranya pandan yang berduri;
Kusangka panas sampai ke petang,
   Kiranya hujan di tengah hari.

Buah berangan masaknya merah,
   Kelekati dalam perahu;
Luka di tangan nampak berdarah,
   Luka di hati siapa tahu.

Apa diharap kepada tudung,
   Tudung salji terendak Bentan;
Apa yang diharap kepada untung,
   Untung nasib permainan badan...
(Dipetik dari Antologi Anak Laut,Tingkatan 4)

This is my first time ever to take BM poems...sigh*..this is the one that suits my mood now..

Remember

..RemembeR..

Remember me when i'm gone away,
   Gone far away into the silent land;
   When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor i half turn to go yet turning stay.

Remember me when no more day by day,
   You tell me of our future that you plann'd;
   Only remember me;you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.

Yet if you should forget me for a while
   And aferwards remember,do not grieve;
   For if the darkness and corruption leave,
   A vestige of the thoughts that once i had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

Christina Georgina Rossetti

Simple Lyrics

Paint My Love~~
From my youngest years
Till this moment here
I've never seen
Such a lovely queen
From the sky above
To the deepest love
I've never felt
Crazy like this before
Paint my love
You should paint my love
It's a picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love
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Nothing to lose.

*Nothing to lose*
There are times when you make me laugh
There are moments when you drive me mad
There are seconds when i see the light
Though many times you made me cry
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Nothing to lose
Your love to win
Hoping so bad
That you'll let me in
I'm at your feet
Waiting for you
I've got time
And nothing to lose
There are times when i believe in you
These moments when i feel close to you
There are times i think i am yours
Though many times i feel unsure
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Nothing to lose
Your love to win
Hoping so bad
That you'll let me in
I'm at your feet
Waiting for you
I've got time
And nothing to lose
I'll always keep an eye on you
Cuz my patience is strong
And i won't let you run
Cuz you're the only one.